When are you going to upload another video?

Anonymous

Tomorrow!

Suicide doesn’t take away the pain, it gives it to someone else.
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elmerslube:

eventually, you have to have a life after your eating disorder.

eventually, it has to stop defining you.

has to stop being your excuse.

has to stop being where you run when things get tough.

you’re capable of that. we’re all capable of that. 

Ok so recently I've been having so many recovery thoughts. I almost never have recovery thoughts. So I feel like my brain is telling me that it's ready to live and be healthy. I'm just scared to tell my parents we go on vacation in about a week and I don't want to stress them. I feel like if I put off telling them then I'll never want to recover as badly as I do now. I know I have to do this because I want to get better. I just can't tell my parents they would just get angry and force me to eat

Anonymous

Even if they do force you to eat, it would be because they care. I’m proud of you for realizing the importance of recovery and I guarantee you won’t regret it. If you can’t tell your parents, do you have any siblings or close friends you could tell? Keep fighting xxx

what was the lowest weight you've ever been?

Anonymous

Dead.